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Michael Jackson’s Porn

February 15, 2010

Michael’s home was raided in November 2003 after he had been absent from Neverland for 3 weeks. This is the complete list of the pornography found in his possession.

What porn was found?

1 E X H I B I T S

2 FOR IN

3 PLAINTIFF’S NO. DESCRIPTION I.D. EVID.

4 471 Photo of female image 3711
5 472 Photo of female image 3711
6 473 Photo of female image 3711
7 474 Photo of female image 3711
8 475 Photo of female image 3711
9 476 Hustler centerfold,
10 August 1992 3711

11 477 Playboy centerfold, Miss October 3711
12 478 Registration card for
13 briefcase 3711
14 479 Playboy centerfold, Miss November 3711
15 480 Playboy centerfold,
16 Miss March 3711
17 481 Hustler centerfold, June 1993 3711
18 482 Page 28 from “G-Spot”
19 article 3711
20 483 Playboy centerfold, unknown date 3711
21 484 Penthouse Page No. 153-154 3711
22 485 Centerfold, Miss May 3711
23 486 Penthouse, Page 8 3711
24 487 Penthouse centerfold 3711
25 488 Playboy centerfold 3711
26 489 Penthouse centerfold 3711
27 490 Penthouse, August 1991 3711
28 491 Penthouse centerfold 3711

1 E X H I B I T S

2 FOR IN PLAINTIFF’S NO. DESCRIPTION I.D. EVID.

4 492 Club International centerfold 3711
5 493 Penthouse, double page 6/211 3711
6 494 Penthouse centerfold 3711
7 495 Penthouse, May 1992 3711
8 496 Hustler, Centerfold Special Holiday Honey 1991 3711
9 497 Penthouse centerfold 3711
10 498 Penthouse centerfold 3711
11 499 Penthouse, November 1991,
501 Playboy Magaine, Centerfold Miss November, SBSO 31
502 Playboy Nagazine, Centerfold Miss February (Not same:
503 Playboy Magazine, Centerfold Miss December, SBSO #3
504 Al Golstein’s 100 Best Adult Videos Advertisement, SBSO
505 Playboy Magazine, Centerfold SBSO #31722
506 Hustler Magazine Cover, May 1992, SBSO #317BBB
508 Page from Unknown Magazine, SBSO #317CCC
509 Brown Paper Envelope, SBSO #317F
510 Stiff Dick for Lynn Magazine (In Notebook), SBSO #317
511 Barely Legal Magazine, SBSO #3171
512 Just Legal Magazine, (Premier Issue) (In Notebook), SBSO
513 Finally Legal Magazine (In Notebook), SBSO #317L
514 Playboy Magazine, February 1993 (In Notebook), SBSO #317M
515 Hustler Magazine, Barely Legal (In Notebook), SBSO #3170
516 Playboy Magazine, December 1994 (In Notebook), SBSO #317P
517 Playboy Magazine, May 1994 (In Notebook), SBSO #317Q
518 Hustler Magazine, Barely Legal (In Notebook), SBSO #317R
519 Penthouse Magazine (In Notebook), SBSO #317S
520 Visions of Fantasy Magazine, A Hard Rock Affair (In Notebook), SBSO #3171
521 Visions of Fantasy Magazine, Sam Jose’s Black Starlett (In Notebook), SBSO

522 Double Dicking Caroline Magazine (In Notebook) SBSO #317V
523 Big Tits and a Hard Stud Magazine
524 Hustler Magazine, sBSO #317X
525 “The Second Female G-Spot” Article (In Notebook) SBSO #317BB
526 File Folder Title PRN, SBSBO #317DDD
527 File Folder Titled, “Thank You” SBSO #317EEE
528 Celebrity Skin Magazine (In Notebook) SBSO #317FFF

4 531 Oui, March 1998 in binder 3701
5 532 Over 50, Volume 5, #9, 1996 in binder 3700
6 533 XX rated, April 1995; XX
7 Close Up, April 1995 in binder 3701
8 534 Just 18, Volume 4,
9 Issue No. 10 3700
10 535 Plumpers centerfold 3700
11 536 Hustler, August 1992 in binder 3700
12 537 Hustler, April 1998
13 (No cover) in binder 3699
14 538 Penthouse, March 1992 in binder 3699
15 539 Juggs, June 1996
16 in binder 3699

17 540 44 Plus, June 1996 in binder 3699
18 541 Plumpers, May 1996
19 in binder 3698
20 542 Club International, March 1998 in binder 3698
21
543 Live Young Girls, September
22 2003 in binder 3701

23 544 Finally Legal, July 2003 in notebook 3702
24 545 Finally Legal Freshman Class
25 Orgy, August 2002 in binder 3702
26 546 Purely 18, October 2002 3703 in binder
27 547 Purely 18, December 2002
28 in binder 3703

1 E X H I B I T S

2 FOR IN PLAINTIFF’S NO. DESCRIPTION I.D. EVID.
3 548 Tight, November 2002
4 in binder 3703
5 549 Hawk, November 2002 in binder 3704
6 550 Hawk, January 2003
7 in binder 3704
8 551 Live Young Girls, June 2003 in binder 3704
9 554 Girlfriends in binder 3709
10 555 Live Young Girls in binder 3709
11 556 Parade 3709
12 557 Finally Legal, February 2003
13 in binder 3710
14 558 Girls of Barely Legal in binder 3710
15 559 Hawk, February 2003 in binder 3710
16 560 Girlfriends, Special Ediitons
17 in binder 3711
18 563 White binder containing The Girls of Penthouse, August
19 2003 in binder 3708
20 564 White binder containing Barely Legal, July 200
21 in binder 3708
24 Gallery 5/2002 3708
25 580 Binder containing Playboy
26 Couples Volume 2, Issue 2 3707
27 584 Original evidence bag 3707
28 3602
1 E X H I B I T S
2 FOR IN PLAINTIFF’S NO. DESCRIPTION I.D. EVID.
4 585 White binder containing Barely Legal, Anniversary
5 2002 3707

6 586 Original evidence bag 3705
7 587 White binder containing Naughty Neighbors, December
15 317-O, Hustler Barely Legal 3621 3643

DVDs:

Pimps Up, Hos Down (documentary)
4 Barely Legal DVDs (Fresh Picked Pink, Dirty Teens Come Clean, Hot! Wet! Tight! Pink! and Fuck Me I’m Legal)
Michael Ryan’s Believe It Or Not
Sloppy Dogs Presents: Fuck Me, I’m a Bad Girl
Adult World #2

Internet pornography:

With the ruling, jurors were denied the chance to sample the offerings of Websites such as VarsityTeens.com, TeenSteam.com and Slut1.com. One hard drive alone contained 1,700 photos of “adult erotic material,” Santa Barbara County Deputy District Attorney Gordon Auchincloss said.

1 Item #346: MacIntosh Power Book G3 laptop computer found in Jackson’s master bedroom;
2 which contained:
21 graphic nude female images
4 Item #347a: Power Mac G4 located in Jackson’s master bedroom; which contained:
5 19 graphic nude female images;
6 Records of multiple visits to the following websites:
http://www.varsityteens.com
7 http://www.adoptablekids.com
8 http://www.adoption.com
9 Item #347b: Power Mac G4 located in Jackson’s master bedroom; which contained:
10 10 teenage sex imaging; documentation of user LD as “King 777 tut / privacy 969.”
11 Item #344 Sony, Vaio model PCV —- W20 laptop computer, located adjacent to the master
bedroom; which contained:
12
– Adult erotica: user ID:“Marcel Jackson / Dr. Black.”

Was there any child pornography?

There’s a very simple answer to that one: child pornography is illegal. Regardless of any child molestation charges, if he had been found to have porn involving minors he would have been arrested, charged and placed on the sex offender’s register, that simple.

Any of it homoerotic?

All of it was hetero (naked women, hetero sex) with some lesbian themed issues (the prosecution tried to refer to the lesbian issues as “gay” issues).

How do we know if they were his?

To begin with, he admitted that they were his:

The THRILLER singer’s attorney THOMAS MESEREAU told jurors his famous client had a healthy interest in adult females, on the second day of Jackson’s child molestation trial in Santa Maria.

Mesereau said, “Mr Jackson will tell you he found these kids going through his briefcase and he grabbed these magazines and locked them in this briefcase. “Mr Jackson will freely admit he does read girlie magazines PLAYBOY and HUSTLER, (but) absolutely denies showing them to children.”

Secondly, this is where the porn was found:

And also:

“To hammer home that point, [Ron Zonen] displayed pictures of [Jackson]’s Neverland porn stash. One photo showed a drawer where an issue of “Barely Legal” sat next to a jar of Vaseline.”

It was found in a box underneath his bed, in his nightstand,  a briefcase in a closet under his bed, his den and next to a sink in his locked personal bathroom. All places which suggest they belonged to Michael Jackson.

I’ve heard that some of it was porn confiscated from his employees, or that it had been planted by the defense in order to make him look straight, or that it belonged to a guest staying with him?

None of that makes any logical sense.

Why would Michael keep confiscated porn with his things? Not only with his things, but keep it under his bed, in his nightstand, and locked in his bathroom? If the porn disgusted him so much that he had it confiscated, why not — and this is totally crazy and off the wall — throw it out?

Why were these supposed employees of his bringing porn into Neverland to begin with? Not just one or two recent issues, but issues dating all the way back to 1991? They couldn’t bear to part with certain copies and brought them along, with 74 other back issues? That’s some kind of homesickness.

If the porn had been planted by his defense team, why throw in porn dating back to 1991? Did they decide to throw in Plumpers, 44 Plus and Over 50 as a personal joke against Michael? If Michael had anticipated the raid, why had he been so upset that he trashed a hotel room on hearing that it was happening? He’d also been out of Neverland 3 weeks at the time.

And if it belonged to a guest, why was it amongst his things? Michael’s house was big enough that a guest could comfortably keep their homesickness briefcase of dozens of porn magazines in their own bedroom without it getting in the way of anyone else or needing to be looked after by Michael.

He fought against them being used in the court case because the defense believed it to be irrelevant and because Michael was obviously embarrassed. If he had planted them, why would he do that?

What about these fingerprints?

Another group of magazines contained only fingerprints of Jackson – 12 in all – and those included issues of Playboy and a publication called Visions of Fantasy, Sam and Jose’s Black Starlett.

Lodi News Sentinel, May 2005

What about Gavin’s fingerprints?

This is all anyone needs to know about Gavin’s fingerprints:

“I believe Tom Sneddon should be serving time in prison. You cannot falsify evidence and then just say “oh, we lost the case.” He had that boy put his hands on the magazine in front of the Grand Jury. And the reason we know that is because the alert Tom Mesereau, the defense attorney, got the jury transcript and one of the grand juror’s said, “shouldn’t that young boy be wearing gloves?” Then, after the Grand Jury, they sent it out for finger prints analysis. So when did the boy get his finger print on the magazine, when the boy testified that he hadn’t even been at Neverland for months when the magazine was published? Yet he claimed that was the magazine Michael Jackson gave him in bed. And Tom Sneddon directed all that testimony. “

Another piece of misinformation about this: I’ve heard fans say that this magazine was not found in the raid and was “planted” thus being an example of some of his porn being plants – this is not true. The magazine was Michael’s, it’s just that the Arviso’s had last been at Neverland in February and the magazine Gavin specifically recalled having been shown by Michael was an August issue so there had been no way Gavin would have been able to see or touch that issue when at Neverland.

And truly, if any porn had been planted by the prosecution… surely it would have been gay porn or any other kind of porn that would incriminate Michael? Why would lots of heterosexual and saphic porn bolster a case for pedophilia on young boys?

Couldn’t he have possibly searched for gay porn online and then deleted it afterwards in a fit of shame and disgust?

He clearly didn’t seem to have a problem with ordering porn catering to a non standard taste such as his Plumpers and Over 50, and being in the industry he was in and surrounded by lots of openly gay men and others who weren’t so open about it, he could easily have found methods of acquiring gay pornography if he’d desired it. He didn’t.

The FBI went through all the computers at Neverland and could find nothing. All the pornography on his computers was heterosexual. A lot of the pornographic imagery that was found on his computers was cached from  1998-2003. Meaning he had not emptied those caches or in any other way deleted these images during that time. In other words, if he’d been browsing gay porn it would have shown up somewhere on his computers. They looked for keyword searches to see if he’d been searching for anything like that or anything else suggestively incriminating, nothing.

He could still be gay though, right?????

Then you get the ridiculous arguments about there being men involved in straight porn and this was what he was getting off to… like I said, ridiculous. If a gay or bi man wants to get off he does not look up 1800 vaginas and their G spots. Just trust me on that.

So what does this say about Michael?

Well, to begin with, it can be said he was an equal opportunity lover. His porn included black women, chubby women, older women.  The Asexual Brigade seem keen to point out that asexuals can also use porn so this doesn’t strictly mean he desired anyone sexually but I think that’s just another way to try and emasculate Michael and make it seem as though even if he had porn and he enjoyed it, he was still somehow incapable of having sex with women. If all this porn had been found in another male celebrity’s house, would people automatically assume that it wasn’t his, that he didn’t enjoy it and that he didn’t transfer this enjoyment out of the women in these magazines into the real world? Only with Michael do people want to entertain these possibilities.

These people seem keen to ignore the two articles Michael had (carefully cut out and kept) on the G-Spot. I can’t see any reason why a person would keep articles like that unless they were interested in pleasuring a woman and this was something that gave them pleasure. Unless, maybe he was just really into anatomy? Strictly female anatomy, mind…

His magazines dated all the way back to 1991, and based on his experiences with Playboy we know he’d purchased a few magazines before that. Porn mags are all pretty much the same, why have them collected over a period of 12 years? The type of porn people watch on a regular basis indicates their personal interests and Mike’s porn is pretty consistent.

Also, he married Debbie Rowe and is rumoured to have had affairs with many older women, isn’t it uncanny that his porn collection seems to mirror these sexual relationships? I mean, seriously, just check the porn he had during the time period that Debbie became pregnant with Prince.

And that’s all I’m gonna say about that.

190 comments

  1. Damn Mike!

    playa…lol


    • wow he must have been good if he was watching and reading all of that! *winks*

      Love u mikey!

      I guess he just wanted to please women better?!o_O

      but anyways Im not going to hold that against him, I mean like almost every man watches porn, its no big deal!


      • everyone clap for mike! he watches porn yay! lol!

        I clapped for him!

        that was a very LONG list of porn!o_O

        lol


        • Yeah to me i was kinda surprised at first cause he was so sweet and innocent but oh well he wanted to have fun so he watched it i mean it doesnt matter he could do what ever he wanted to he was that powerful…..So alll to you that think he’s weired he’s not. Cause everyone watches it.


  2. I must say, that was a brilliant summation after the listing of the porn. *standing ovation* pretty much there could be a sex tape of him with a harem of women and someone would still say he was forced and no way he could have just had normal male sexual tendencies. God forbid the man be private with his. Sad state of affairs these days that it’s considered an oddity that he kept his love life under wraps.

    You had me cracking up with this whole paragraph: “None of that makes any logical sense. Why would Michael keep confiscated porn with his things? Not only with his things, but keep it under his bed, in his nightstand, and locked in his bathroom? If the porn disgusted him so much that he had it confiscated, why not — and this is totally crazy and off the wall — throw it out? Why were these supposed employees of his bringing porn into Neverland to begin with? Not just one or two recent issues, but issues dating all the way back to 1991? They couldn’t bear to part with certain copies and brought them along, with 74 other back issues? That’s some kind of homesickness.”

    sweet jesus, i think i love you!


    • Isn’t it bizarre? Anything to dehumanize him. If that was a porn list from any other male in the country he would be considered a regular straight guy, but with Michael there has to be excuses and convulted logic. And if you break apart people’s perceptions they get angry and tell you you’re being intrusive and shouldn’t care about these things anyway.

      Someone on another forum said it best – it isn’t about invading his life, but rescuing it and rescuing his sexuality. So many lies told about him, so many ways he gets emasculated and ridiculed and treated as someone who couldn’t be like the rest of us. They tried to rob everything from him – his privacy, his singing, his dancing, his race, his face, his charity, his love for children, his sexuality, his humanity, his gender, even his goddamned name (whacko).

      Can’t we at least let the man enjoy his penis?


      • “Someone on another forum said it best – it isn’t about invading his life, but rescuing it and rescuing his sexuality. So many lies told about him, so many ways he gets emasculated and ridiculed and treated as someone who couldn’t be like the rest of us. They tried to rob everything from him – his privacy, his singing, his dancing, his race, his face, his charity, his love for children, his sexuality, his humanity, his gender, even his goddamned name (whacko).

        Can’t we at least let the man enjoy his penis?”

        god, is that not the saddest thing ever? How must it have felt to be him? literally everything he did was thought to be weird: like a woman, weird, play with kids, weird, HAVE kids, weird, get a skin disease, weird, have a relationship, weird, NOT have a relationship, weird. I would have offed myself a long time ago if I was treated like he was. Man couldn’t win for losing usually. Not that his whole life was a pity party, I mean, he IS the most successful entertainer ever, but crap, at what price?


        • Damn it. Wish I’d had the opportunity to enjoy ‘it’. Go Mikey I say!!! At least now I can fantasise in peace without feeling guilty. hehehe!! Wish I’d seen this ages ago so I didn’t have to go through so much guilt:-)) Thanks guys.
          All jokes aside…it is pathetic he had to be tortured to such an extent. No matter what he did he couldn’t win. He didn’t deserve it and it is a disgusting shame on those horrible people who facilitated this evil upon him. This brilliant, creative, fine kind, generous, sensitive, horny, sexy man suffered so much for what?


    • lmao…when ij saw he had a private recording locked away in a safe the first thing i thought about was “well…maybe it’s a sextape O_o” lmao 😦 *bows head in shame*


  3. “Literally everything he did was thought to be weird: like a woman, weird, play with kids, weird, HAVE kids, weird, get a skin disease, weird, have a relationship, weird, NOT have a relationship, weird.”
    You’re spot on, as usual.

    That list of porn is one interesting thing really! and as probably most of us, I liked the variety – and I liked the Gspot educational materials lying around 😛


    • They do say he was self-taught about a lot of things…


      • Rofffflll. Late at night taking notes 😛
        This is TOOO hot!


        • oh gosh…not just the first one (which most guys can’t find, or reach in the first place)…but the SECOND one too……that man…that man……he just increased the definition of a perfectionist..he overexceeds in everything he does..


  4. I love Michael for the great human he was, so as a human he was a full sexual being too! This is the most normal list of porn that any man can have.
    And I love that he apreciated all kind of women like Limo said.
    This just proves that Michael was more normal than the most of ppl would like to accept.


    • I think it’s sad that Michael was more normal than even some of his fans want to accept.


      • that is very true…I was shocked at how many WANTED him to be some grown ass virgin with a high pitched voice, living off of flowers and love. Let the man get laid! It doesn’t change anything, he can still be sweet and epic and care for children and animals.


        • “I was shocked at how many WANTED him to be some grown ass virgin with a high pitched voice, living off of flowers and love.”

          LMAO and preach it!

          All the stuff about the confiscated magazines and the porn belonging to one of his guests are things repeated over and over again from fan messageboards, not from the haters.

          It’s like him using his penis somehow invalidates how amazing he was. He has to be some special mystical asexual manchild unicorn in order to be deemed talented. Mike liked sex, he liked women, he broke lots of hearts in his time, he had his heart broken a lot in his time, he swore, he got angry, he was passionate and demanding, and none of that changes how good a person he was.


        • AMEN.


        • Is so funny cause I love to think on him getting laid, LOL!! And yes is so sad some of his fans dont see him as a human, as a grown inteligent strong horny man.

          AMEN to you all!!


        • Yep. Crazy stuff. Keep him weird and asexual and that way those lousy guys don’t have to feel threatened by the fact that so many women adored him…Women can read SEXY!!! We know hot!!!


      • thank you! …im not going to lie…i was under the peter pan notion for a long time, so naturally when i found out stuff about how he had cheated before, and gradually more and more stuff it caught me off guard…now it just…makes me feel..idk..closer to him. i look at him more human so now the ppl around me (who don’t like him and think hes gay ect) look at it the same…the way i look at it…he was always a gentleman.


        • I TOTALLY agree with you, dr. black.
          Well, at the end of the day, he really IS human.


        • Hi Dr Black
          what did you read about MJ cheating? I’ve been thinking about some of the lyrics in his songs – about people cheating on each other and leaving for another guy and about married men messing with girls – he seems to know so much – I wondered if he had ever experienced some of these things …..
          Please share – and you’re so right, it does bring him closer to us to know the human side, to know he had issues like we didm got horny and worried about satisfying someone just like every other guy or girl. I know that whatever lucky girl ended up enjoying MJ -would have experienced something like no other – it would have been high speed, first class, wonderful rythm, grace and beauty and the most fantastic thrusts known to man, maybe he would even share a ‘Billie Jean’ movement or two, can you imagine??
          Thank you friend and thank you La Cienega for the most illuminating blogs over the last two years.
          L.O.V.E.


  5. He carefully cut out articles on the G spot. He truly was a perfectionist in all areas of his life! Love that man. Thanks for the article.


  6. Oh my ……. he really must have been something when he was pleasuring a woman; no wonder there have been no negative articles about him from any of the fans he dated over the years.I am so grateful to you for publishing this – it proves what a real man he was – that he worked hard, and played even harder. I, for one would truly love to play with ‘super soakers’ or have a water balloon fight and then maybe watch Peter Pan (1996 Al Fayed version I love)or The Goonies, eat popcorn and mess around. Then later … maybe a glass of wine or two and snuggling on the sofa?? I don’t think I can go on ……. Love you Michael – forever x


    • I bet you wish he’d ‘pleasured’ you eh Barbie:-)) Or am i merely projecting…hehehe xxx


      • You bad, bad girl Debs ………
        But yes, in my dreams huh?
        Sorry everyone for my friend and I – we just love him to bits …. all of him


        • Yes we do love Mikey don’t we Barbie? Sigh!! xx debs xx


  7. Wow, it’s great to know that Michael was just a normal single man like any other. Most have their girlie mags even if they deny it.

    I reckon that Mez saying he liked the girlie mags during the trial, just put it all in perspective. Nothing illegal, nothing weird or sick but he joins the company of millions of other men.

    Thanks for the summary. Great job and great blog.


    • You’re welcome! And thank you. 😀

      I’m still finding more and more porn related items about Mike that I need to add….


  8. Hello Creator and Writer of this articels,
    Thank you so much for your work at one point and thank you even more making things clear. It is amzing to see the man behind the mask..and I am fascanated about this man more and more. This man was nothing but unreal to all of us…I mean all his life, his marriages, his children, his sexuallity, his humanaty and so much more appeared more than strange. But behind all that mystery there was THIS MAN; THE FATHER; THE FRIEND; THE LOVER. And…gosh..ladies like many of you I must confess I dream about giving it to him they way he deserved it. Many times….
    Love, Ina


  9. I’m surprised that he had magazines with black women in them, because the media paints the picture of MJ being attracted to anything but black. Never mind the facts that he was in love and attracted to Diana Ross til the day he died, the man had a shrine to her in his mom’s house, or the fact that he was blantantly attracted and flirted with his black chef Kai Chase, or the fact that his last crush was Kelly Rowland, or that every video in which he got his swerve on was with black women. He told the Schumaley that he had to be attracted to the woman in order it to be believable. Or that Penny Commissiong said asked why was he shaking so much when he first meant her. My theory is this, MJ may have been a lover of all, but he was definitely attracted to black women.


    • Oh yeah, definitely.

      Not to mention his flirtation with Beyonce (I believe it went furthur than that but I can’t prove anything… yet ;)), this strange relationship with Grace that I’m convinced turned sexual at one point, dating Jody Watley/Stephanie Mills, and many other rumoured women in recent years… who are ethnic/black.

      Mike just liked women, period.


      • not to mention his fixation with diana ross, who definately was black, shana mangatal (who i believe is the “S” girl he refers to on the glenda tapes, because she said in her 03 interview that they were messing around and he married lisa behind her back in 94, shana was around for the concievement and creation of ghost, ghost was thought of in early dangerous era, when the call took place and when shana and michael started talking alot, she disapeared and came back into the picture in 97, the year ghost was made (she THE ONLY person who stayed in the original casting list) that year michael wasn’t with lisa anymore, and debbie was pregnat, but it’s skeptical of rather they were “together” or not) (<—–my long reasoning as to why i believe shana and michael were together.lol) and then stephanie mills, nanny grace, bey, him saying "Black girls got BIG BUTTS" Then doing the evil grin and nodding all happy.lol…i honestly believe he was color blind in dating.


  10. When did he date Jody Watley? I know she was interested in her and even wrote, Jody loves Michael” on the back of a Shalamar Record cover, and that he kissed her on the cheek after she won her grammy.But, never did I read from MJ or Jody that they went out.

    The whole thing with Grace well his friend/ex-employee said that they were very close and that he would always tell her that he wanted to take her to Europe and show her around. So who knows.

    I know in the movie, he picks Mekia Cox to be his female lead, you can see him, mouth the word , “wow”, as she is told that she was hired. Or I could have imagined that. And him playfully flirting with Judith Hill, I love the way he does his fingers and walking towards her. See, MJ did things that were so flirtatious, it would be easy for a woman to be attracted to him. Pimpin was easy for him.

    MJ was a pimp, flirting with kai, checking her out, and then inviting her to England with him and the kids on the plane. MJ probably was going to be all kinds of sexy. lol.


    • Oh yeah, he was flirting with Judith and he gave her the big fuckoff Diana hair too. He never got over that woman and her hair. 😀

      Jody won’t confirm they went out on dates, but her sister confirmed it online (it’s definitely her before you ask LOL). She says Jody won’t talk about it as it as she feels you shouldn’t get caught up in the past.

      There are lots of other Jody’s by the way. The women who dated him won’t talk about it out of loyalty…


  11. I always wanted to know did MJ date Naomi Campbell, I remember in a Hip Hop/RandB magazine, it said that they were dating. And they always shared chemistry, in the video especially and during award shows. If they did, that would have been off the charts. They were hot together. He was definitely attracted to her by his demeanor, and there is a picture of MJ and Naomi at a party, where they are sitting with others, but they are sitting across from each other, and you tell, they are only focus on each other. The picture was so wow. Both cheesing. lol.

    I wonder why is it that noone really talks about the fact that after the shooting of Liberian Girl, MJ took Beverly Johnson to Diana Ross listening party and held her hand the whole night.


    • Where did you get this information!
      And could you send me the pic of him and NC?? Pleaseee


  12. Hello MJfan
    Do you know where I can see a copy of that photo – it sounds amazing; I am so happy to know that Michael had some happiness in his life and I hope he had lots of fun.
    Bless him and bless you for sharing this
    L.O.V.E. xx


  13. I found this quite interesting. I agree with others, if this was any other male in America’s “porn list” they would be praised as the most masculine man in the world, a “real” man. But since it’s Michael, its’ supposed to be different?I think he was sweet,and flirtatious by nature,but definetly liked the company of women.This doesn’t make him a male slut as I think he was selective with his female companions, but if he wanted to get down and dirty on occasion, hey…he has every right in the world to.He deserved to enjoy some lovin’.This to me only makes him even hotter.Go Michael, get it baby!!!!:)


    • I thank God for the person who did the research and wrote this article.I am a Michael Jackson lover from a long long time ago. I never thought he was gay or asexual.Ppl get mixed up with stage Mj and real MJ. I do not profess to know him cos I don t, but for me, it s like a female instinct thing. A woman just knows what kind of man would pleasure her the best.Her sixth sense picks that up so quickly. I m also not surprised of the porn mags..Mj on stage is not him at home. He was always a normal guy. the media said bad things about him and this clouded alot of ppl s minds for a long time.Those who did not keep an open mind and who really do not know how bad lies can be.The lyrics in his songs,the way he danced, so sensual,so graphic, the way he held a woman, that thing he does to Naomi s face in the video, he loved holding or touching a woman’s hip area, like in “Dangerous tour with Saeeda Garrett..what about the This is it.. look how he was in the rehearsal with that girl…he also loved black /exotic women.In fact, he loved all types.You can just tell! Mj was a very sexy man who wanted women to hurl themselves at him. he knew what he was doing alright, gold pants, anyone with eyes can see what happened during YANA etc.and then trying to hide by sitting down, this made me grin all the time :)I kept saying ‘u little teaser u!’..he loved his craft, his art, his excellence,his kids,his tastes, his women, his charity, his sex..this for me makes him even more beautiful..and certainly the ultimate in manhood. he lived his life the best he could under the awful circumstances ppl put him through…Michael was a very passionate man, that can be counted on to help with the kids, in the kitchen, anything, he was not stupid or weird as the media made him out to be.forever Michael you ll always be the fantasy of fantasies for me..thank u for your erotically lovely ‘body’a-hem- of work!


  14. The picture is on google images, i think.


  15. Hi there MJfan; thank you for your reply. I did search for a while but with no success – if you ever come across the photo of MJ and Naomi, I would love to see it – or should I say to see him ‘sizzling’
    L.O.V.E
    xx


  16. That is a hard picture to find, I just kept going through all the pages. It takes a long time. It’s a nice picture, you could tell they were having a nice time.


  17. Well at least now people know this man had nothing horrible to hide (as any star). Their popularity just drive millions of people crazy. That create stupid rumors..normal


  18. I’m in the middle of reading The Michael Jackson Conspiracy by Aphrodite Jones.
    One person who spoke as a witness was an attractive blonde woman [Lauren Wallace], who Michael often booked as his flight attendant whenever he was traveling. The author mentioned that MJ seemed attracted to her on some level and that she looked at him with “adoring eyes”.

    I don’t know if it’s something you want to look up.

    Maybe she come up with a section for random chicks he’s been with. Women you don’t have a lot of information about but that he seems to have been with, like that blonde french model a few years ago.


  19. She’d served him at least 20 times between 03 and 04 and described their relationship as “professional and friendly”

    Oh yeah and there’s another blonde [Cindy Bell]…I’ll just let you read it yourself

    Little Bitty Pretty One Chapter
    It’s on Jetzi


    • Maybe I shoud add it to the flirt section on the Sex, Love Playboy thing? I thought that was cute too.

      I’m gonna give girl’s like Joanna a whole page, I don’t know what the majority concensus is over her with most fans but I pretty much believe her story. I also believe Yvette. I don’t believe Theresa/Romonica though.


      • OK that’s a good idea.
        By Theresa I suppose you mean Gonsalves. I think the almost kiss between her and MJ either did almost happen, or that she felt that’s what he was going to do.

        Yvette and Romonica ring a few bells though, but I’m not sure where I heard about them.

        I think Romonica’s the one who said MJ was molested by his “older girl” right


        • Romonica claimed she had a five year secret relationship with Mike from 1984-9. LOL! No proof of it or nothing. She’s totally nutty. I put her in the Jason Pfeiffer fantasist category. 😉


  20. Also a housemaid admitted that she saw jordie chandler’s mother, June, in michael’s room multiple times. They describe her as appearing to be very beautiful and elegent but a golddigger, but she says MJ would buy her jewlery[he told bashir he buys jewlery for women he may like at the time].

    Maybe you should turn this part of your blog into proving MJs innocence, like how you’ve proved he has vitiligo.


    • Yeah, there’s a LOT that went on with June Chandler that suggests something was up. Heck, Joe Jackson even said so.

      I just debate adding her for the obvious reasons but you’re right, if it helps more people realize what actually went down it might be a good thing. I’m trying to not be like a lot of fans who seem to move away from the things they consider so invasive about his personal life (and I think a lot of fans use privacy as a reason when the reality is they’re just afraid they might find he was human) because I think that just leads to the people who hate him running a free-for-all in that department (to this day people still believe gay porn was found in his home or that pictures of naked men were found in his things, because that’s all that ever gets discussed anywhere). Focusing on MJ being angelic IS good, but focusing on him being a real human being hopefully helps too.

      Yeah, I just rambled… 😀 But I think I will put my June Chandler info together, hopefully in the next couple of weeks.


      • That’s great!

        A lot of people, don’t want to discover the truth, and personally I think the people that can’t handle shouldn’t I guess. Like some people, would be offended that MJ had porn, and would find it all disrespectful and stuff, and say he “lied” to them in not portraying himself correctly.

        I think that MJ did love the innocence of children, but at the same time had his weaknesses, and with the life he had he has every right to enjoy the pleasures of life available to him.

        And yeah, I’ve been suspicious for a while about something between him and June, definitely.

        I think that Frank DiLeo even said the whole 1993 thing happened because a “little boy got jealous of his mommys relationship with MJ”.

        If you need any help putting together info on either of the allegations, I could help you, I’m positive, I’ve found out just about everything available there is to know about it, and put the clues together on whatever else.

        =]


        • Ooh that Dileo comment is really interesting, especially cosidering something an insider has said about that. I gotta google and see if I can find the original quote.

          IA I also think a lot of young fans find things like his porn and his flirtations uncomfortable because being young they feel like those kind of things aren’t “good”, you know what I mean? I see young fans get upset because they think it makes him a manwhore/womanizer, whatever. But I can understand, MJ wanted to keep it PG for the kids. He always wanted to be a good influence…

          When I post my stuff on June if you see anything I don’t have, could you submit it aphrodite298@aol.com ? I love getting new info sent to me 🙂 MJ’s so fascinating, the more I learn the hungrier I am to understand him more.


        • Oh, I know, exactly what you mean. I feel if I don’t keep learning new stuff about him I get withdrawal symptoms LOL.

          I’m not quite sure where I found that DiLeo comment, but I know that I read it recently, and I’m looking for stuff on June too. I found the transcript for her cross-examination with Mesereau if you need that.

          jazminlcb@hotmail.com


        • I found it! Sorry it was Frank Cascio who said it not DiLeo
          He released a sort of rant you can find it posted on the blogs for ‘Reclaiming the Fallen King’ and ‘All for Love’.


  21. I thought there were MANY photo books, etc. in the 300 series that showed homoerotic material or male homosexuality. You didn’t MENTION those.


    • 300? LMAO What a load of BS. Nope, just 2/3 photog art books that weren’t given to him by fans or photographer’s he’d worked with that had pics of men (not nude, but just men posed). One art book from 1960 that is actually used in schools that had anything homoerotic.

      Photography books aren’t the same thing as pornography or else I would have included all his hetero art books that involved naked women and women having sex, as well.


  22. OK, let’s clear this up once and for all time. This below is just a partial list. There’s more. But please address each and every one of these items found in Mike’s porn collection:

    From the court document I found on The Smoking Gun it says MJ’s porn included BOYS WILL BE BOYS containing photos of boys under age 14, full frontal nudity, book personally inscribed by MJ.

    Item 303 – homosexual erotica – CAMP COVE, Photos of Sydney Men (full frontal nudes); DRESS UP (3 photos of teen boys naked). BIDGOOD, nude male teens – erotica; NAKED AS A JAYBIRD, nude adult male and female erotica; very graphic. THE CHOP SUEY CLUB photo book, some nudes, all male, young adult models.

    ITEM 366 – BIANCHI BOB AND ROD – nude photos of male couple; BEFORE THE HAND OF MAN – nude photos of young men; TAORMINA WILHELM VON GLOEDEN – nude photos of teen boys; MAN A SEXUAL STUDY OF MAN, graphic primer for homsexuals. Gay photos, all nude, featuring a study of masturbation, oral and anal sex, each photo 2 men. All homosexual erotica.

    And what about the photo of a boy found, believed to be Jonathan Spence; fully nude?

    Also, they found a photo of a young boy wearing bikini bottoms, partially pulled down. I mean, what’s up with all of this?

    The court document goes on to state: Many items are all-male erotica. Some depict both naked male adults and children while others principally focus on adult males only. Taken together they reveal a predominantly male orientation. The remaining magazines and videos are porn graphically depicting every imaginable combination of explicit heterosexual, and sometimes homosexual, sexual activities….

    OK, so MY question is WHAT ABOUT Michael being in possession of all this homosexual photographic material? I would love to believe MJ was heterosexual all the way, but how do you explain this long list of homoerotic porn that you did not even mention before. You said that the porn found was ALL hetero with some lesbian themed issues. This is not true according to the document I found on The Smoking Gun. Thank you.


    • Oh brother. This is not homoerotic “porn,” they’re photographic books. Do you masturbate in your library? If you can’t understand the difference between pornography and photography that involves the naked body then please don’t post here. I’m serious.

      What you’re quoting from is the prosection’s bias trying to lead the jury. Trying to persuade them that Michael was fixated on young naked boys. Which seems to be what you’re also fixated on; hilarious that you fail to mention “The Gynoids,” “The Christy Report,” “Scenes D’Interiuer,” “Wicked Intentions” and a few others.

      And I’ve listed all the videos and magazines… they do not depict “every imaginable combination” of sex, the pornography was explicitly heterosexual and mildly saphic. Sorry to disappoint your little witch hunt for his homosexual urges.

      The books involving young boys were totally legal and you can go and buy them yourself on Amazon. Other books included photographers who had worked with Michael in the past. The “Sexual Study Of Man” is from 1960 and is actually included as an art textbook in libraries. This was also the ONLY book to contain any homosexual acts. So if you want to convince me that Michael Jackson had 84 hetero magazines, 1700 hetero images on just one of his computers in his room dating back to 1998 but what he secretly masturbated to was ONE art text book then you’ve got an incredibly biased POV and maybe you need to sit yourself down and ask yourself why that is.

      And also the Jimmy Spencer picture – I take note that you fail to mention the judge didn’t allow testimony from Jimmy and Safechuck who said that nothing ever happened.


    • “Taken together they reveal a predominantly male orientation.”

      This is quite simply NOT TRUE! He had this one explicitly gay book (“Sexual Study Of Man”), plus a couple of other books with naked men (some also with women – besides those which had women only). These were art photography books. And that’s it. Compared to that he had this long, long list of heterosexual porn (and this is really porn) dated from 1991 to 2003. So why do you claim he had a “predominantly male orientation”?

      Like “rockforeveron” said you have to realize the document you quote on this is a PROSECUTION document. They were not an unbiased party, they were out to make Michael look like a perv and gay. And to do so they deliberately twisted and exaggerated things. I will give you an example:

      On page 21-22 of that prosectution document it describes photos where Michael Jackson was photographed with three young males in “provicative poses” and states that it could be used as part of a “grooming process”.

      When I first read that document and got to this part I thought: “oh, this looks really bad, it looks like some gay porn and it also says Michael was with these three young males “in provocative poses” in the photo”. Well, from reading the description you get the impression it’s some homoerotic stuff that Michael did with three young men! But then I got to the part from which I realized what it really was: it was a (well-known) photoshoot series with Michael and his nephews 3T for the video “Why”. But the way the Sheriff’s department described them looked like it was gay erotica…..

      So, although I obviosuly don’t know what all the material found in Neverland actually contains, but of what I know, I found the sheriffs often exaggearted their description to make it appear like sexual when it wasn’t. Becasue of this I have my reservations about the way the Shereiff’s department describes things in this document.

      Here is a quote from an article written by J. Randy Taraborelli:

      “The worst week was the one we members of the press privately called ‘Porn Week’.

      Day after day, the prosecution showed, on an enormous screen, graphic pornographic images from stacks of magazines found at Neverland. It was awful.

      I remember sitting watching Michael’s poor mother Katherine as she was forced to look at those photos. None of it was gay porn. None of it was kiddie porn. So why show it? The prosecution suggested that it was straight porn used by Michael to turn on straight kids and encourage them to then have sex with him.”

      Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-1196188/Michael-Jacksons-life-long-confidante-J-Randy-Taraborrelli-I-saw-eyes-dying.html#ixzz0suOi3ljF

      I have also read other journalists seemingly surprised by the fact that by his porn Michael seemed heterosexual. So if “Porn Week” left the impression of a heterosexual man on observers then I wonder how can you claim that what they found was “predominantly male orientation”? If he had predominantly male orientation, I guess the prosecution would have been more than eager to show that on court. Instead they showed a lot of Playboys, Hustlers and other hetero porn and girlie magazines. So where were the gay magazines if he was gay?

      Michael was curious about everything, so I wouldn’t be very surprised to find out he wanted to learn about homosexuality as well. Not because he was gay, but because he was curious, hence the odd book with this theme – but it wasn’t at all representative of his collection.

      And when it came to real pornography (as opposed to art books or studies): sex magazines, DVDs, websites etc. – his porn was heterosexual.

      Also we need to place all these magazines and books into their context: Michael Jackson had ten thousands of books in Neverland (and close to 1 million in storage)! Most of those books he got from fans and friends. I also think other artists (like the photographs of these books) sent him their works all the time too. I think when you have so many books and get books as gifts from all around the world from all kind of people all the time, you don’t even know everything you have…..


      • Agreed with everything… that 3T thing still pisses me off.

        I think I might have to do a post dedicated to MJ’s supposed kinky/gay/books involving kids playing so people can really see what was being discussed. Need to find a place that lets you host graphic images though… all of it to do with women funnily enough…

        And the fact that all 1700 pornographic images on one of the 4 hardrives was entirely HETERO says it all. People don’t deny their gay urges online.


        • One more note regarding his porn and the allegations. The prosecution said he had all the straight stuff just to arouse and groom young boys. It never made sense to me. If he had just 1-2 straight porn as opposed to dozens of gay/pedophile porn then it would, but it’s exactly the other way around!

          And Gavin Arvizo is the only boy EVER who claimed Michael showed him his porn in order to turn him on. Not even Jordie Chandler or Jason Francia ever claimed anything about porn being shown to them, or even seeing porn in Michael’s bedroom!

          So it seems like the “he had straight porn to turn on little boys” argument doesn’t hold much water.


  23. One thing I don´t understand about The Smoking gun site is that they use ´media trash´ and unresearched data. The first thing on their site is an arrest photograph – what instantly puzzles me about this is the fact that Michael seems to have lost so much weight in approximately seven days!! If you take a look at his One more chance video photos which he started filming on 19th November, he is quite healthy with his weight and his face is certainly well rounded. There seems to be more like months of stress and worry involved to produce the photograph on his so called arrest file. Yes I know it could be argued he lost some weight, but not that much and not in so few days. Only the first observation but I am very wary of websites who apparently ´know it all´. Michael was seriously considering studying art in France after the o2 concerts, is it just possible these are artistic books and that it is other people´s minds which are corrupt??


    • They are photographic books and it was the prosecution’s mind which was corrupt.

      They wanted to make it seem as though Michael was this ravenously horny guy who got off on everything. He owned over 10,000 books… these were the only “seedy” ones amongst them. It’s really sad that photography involving kids playing has to be twisted into something sexual and perverted just to satisfy a lynch mob.


  24. Hey look, I DO understand the diff. bet. porn and photography that involves the naked body; and if YOU don’t want posters to ask LEGITIMATE questions here to try to get a CLEAR understanding of WHY the Grand Jury indicted MJ for ANYTHING, then YOU should not have this site up. I’m serious.

    I am NOT on a witch hunt. I stated that I am on MJ’s “hetero” side, but I want to get to the truth, if I am ALLOWED to innocently do that. I was hoping you could HELP me and, so far, you have, and I can appreciate that. However, I may be a fan, but I am not FANATICAL and so don’t wish to be deceived into thinking MJ was your normal, average, everyday, horny, straight dude if he was not.

    Also, why is it hilarious that I failed to mention ANYTHING when I stated that I was submitting a PARTIAL list and acknowledged that there was more to it? READ what I wrote b4 u start criticizing me!

    Another thing: If I have a biased POV it should be EASY to see why — because of the court document in black and white making MJ seem like a perv! I can’t help it if I wasn’t on the jury so I DON’T KNOW THESE THINGS. I THOUGHT you could straighten these issues and questions out for me (and others who may be wondering). You are doing a GREAT service here so I (and I’m sure MJ) would applaud you, but don’t get so tetchy about it!

    Also, by me not being ‘on the case,’ no, I did not know that the judge did not allow testimony from Jimmy and Safechuck and that they would have said nothing happened. Were YOU there? Are you Aphrodite Jones, or what?!


    • I’ve read every single court document and have copies of all the ones relating to his pornography, the full list of what was really found there and have got images of most of all the books. When photographic books depicting children playing takes on a sexual bent I’m very tetchy.

      It’s not very legitimate asking why a pornography list doesn’t include photographic books. You can try and suggest his books were used as pornography, but you’d need more mileage than that one book. It’s hilarious you fail to mention the hetero books because it clearly shows a bias. If you want to include the art books, include all of them, not just the ones you believe to be homoerotic. Why not bring up his Poo Chi?

      It’s a prosecution document that sets out to make Michael look like a perv. That was what the prosecution’s job was. If you then google the books yourself you’ll see exactly how perverted those children playing really were. Also, you don’t think it’s bizarre that this is the list that’s frequently circulated and never this list that I’ve posted here? People being lead to believe MJ had a storage den full of gay material when the opposite was actually true.

      Why would you be deceived that MJ was a horny normal straight dude? Is this something so far fetched to you? Instead you believe that MJ was storing his straight porn for show for decades but what he was really getting off on was one art book from 1960?

      And the grand jury did not indict MJ on anything, what a big fat pile of shit.


  25. Oh ye of little faith – Edna Monroe and Trudy, what are you doing exactly. It sounds to me like you have been drawn in by the media and have many doubts, obviously you can´t hear Michael´s message, obviously the l.o.v.e revolution that we are all blessed to be a part of with our many brothers and sisters around the world, has passed you by. You have my sympathy. If you must question every last detail, go and read some of the many truth sites and very informative books that are available, written by real people, who were really there!! Then after you have finally made up your mind, whether you are able to step into the light or not, LEAVE Michael in peace.


  26. Listen, Barbara, I just don’t want to have BLIND faith in MJ. I do not want to believe media LIES, but I also don’t want to be drawn in by the l.o.v.e. revolution because oftentimes l.o.v.e. sees things thru ROSE-COLORED glasses, ya know. I want my knowledge to be BASED on reality and facts, not just fan fantasies. I would LOVE to have any doubts cleared up and that’s why I was writing and asking questions here. The 2 different lists of porn were confusing. I don’t NEED your sympathy, dear. I JUST NEEDED AN EXPLANATION. Now you can go back and sit on Cloud 9 and leave ME in peace while I try to get to the bottom of this. OKAY?!


  27. Hi Rocky,

    When I first came to your site I was amazed at how thorough your research of Michael’s Vitilgo disorder was. My Dad called that one, decades ago before Michael even went public on it (ie noticable change in complexion from the Thriller album cover to the Bad album cover). So I believed Michael when he said he had it.

    Now it appears that you are concentrating on, I am assuming, proving that Michael was heterosexual. I may have been out of touch with what was going on with MJ in the public eye, but I think his fans, family, friends and those who simply respected him as an artistic genius, business man and person KNOW THAT MICHAEL IS HETEROSEXUAL. In my opinion the only people that think he is gay, are his gay male fan base (bless them!!) and his detractors.

    I think this website (as extensively researched and meticulously laid out it may be) may actually be defeating the object of that purpose. If that is the purpose at all??

    So my question to you is, what is the intention of this site? I noticed that you don’t have a home page introducing yourself, the author(unless I missed it, you do not give us any background information on who you are and you don’t state what the purpose of the site is. I would really be interested to know.


    • I’m not trying to prove he was hetero….I guess I’m just trying to rescue his sexuality back.

      His porn is hetero and yet people still seem to believe he had gay porn. It’s bizarre.

      I’ve been reading through a lot about Michael and have just managed to collect lots of random info about certain things – vitiligo, lupus, porn, a million and one links about the court case, info about him and some of his girls and I just decided to post it all together in one place in case anyone else was interested in the same things as I was. I personally just love finding out about Mike, especially because so much of him was hidden – by himself of course, but then the media also overlook stories that are already out there and so I want to put them together for fans to see them. So if fans say, “Hey wait, what did Diana Ross say about Mike? What did Mike say about Stephanie Mills? What about Lisa Marie” etc they can find it all here. Lord knows they won’t get a straight answer from any of his unauthorized bios.

      They took away his race from him, his gender, his name (“Jacko”)…. I’ve tried to post enough info about his race here to hopefully make the people who are convinced he wanted to be white rethink a little, but yes, I want to try and reclaim his sexuality for him. I guess I believe it’s important, it doesn’t really bother me if other people don’t believe it is. I also think his sexuality is just fascinating, especially considering the sexual component of his music and performance.

      People wanted to dehumanize him and I believe having people reconsider his sexuality in a different light might make them reconsider Michael and realize he was a normal human guy and that everything they’ve always tried to say about him was absolute lies… does that make sense?

      Believe me when I say I’ve encountered too many people who actually say they like Michael who believe him to be an asexual, a virgin when he died, or even yes, a gay pedophile. The only reason they believe any of that was because the media said he was all those things.

      /long winded

      Why do you think this site defeats the purpose?


      • I applaud you, and I truly believe MJ will do the same.
        Finding your blog was like finding a pot of gold on the interent.


  28. Just another observation.

    I noticed you go to great lengths to put Michael on blast for his womanising ways and serial multiple over-lapping relationships, with dates, names, location and everything. Michael was an international Super Star with the means to do what ever he wanted. So what! if he had several relationships with women all over the world at the same time. He was a sexy charismatic intoxicating man. Women loved him and maybe he couldn’t help himself lol!

    But then it occurred to me that you might be trying to get his secret lovers to come forward, as you mentioned on another page. I don’t think that will ever happen and I hope that never happens because I don’t think they dated him for publicity, nor do they need the money.

    But you know the saying “hell hath no fury like a woman scorned”. To find out Michael was dating someone whilst he was supposed to be with them, could prove to be a good catalyst. You know…your plan just… might…. work LOL!

    This is just me fishing here. Pure speculation!!! Michael was a saint of course!! Pure as the driven snow!!


    • Oh wait, I’m not trying to put him on blast for his womanazing or overlaps… I don’t know if I believe he was a womanizer. I think he was choosy and didn’t hit everything that came at him. I just think he liked women. 🙂

      LOL! Well, I’d love to hear stories from his girls, I can’t tell a lie. IA they won’t come forwards because he would go with girls who would have no need to come forwards… the only way I’d see them coming out is if pictures/letters from him came out.


      • (Hi… I’m new)
        The thing that gets me is that the press kinda made a lot about Michael criticizing Janet’s weight (per the Shmuley tapes), but you have to wonder whether it was less about Mike having a problem with big women than Mike having a problem with women who whine about being fat when they are not necessarily near being fat just to get incessant reassurance. Women pulling that trick gets very old quick and somehow, I can see Janet whining about it and not doing anything about it until she absolutely had to. But enough about her.

        I absolutely think that he was very choosy about who he loved/sexed. It was evident that he gravitated towards women ‘who had their own’ whether it was money (LMP), career, an independent spirit, etc. Plus, if he made a go with it with any of the types outside of HW’s expectations, she had to have had a great head on her shoulders and confidence. Plus, you could say that Michael’s experience with dealing with scrutiny that was completely out of line is likely the reason why he protected his ‘friends’ privacy so strongly.

        And I have to say, the continued silence of these women is a true mark of their character. Tiger Woods’ jump offs could learn a lesson. Hell… Tiger Woods and all of the douchebags caught out there really should learn something from MJ.


  29. I think this is a wonderful site and I really look forward to reading the hints and clues that come to light and then researching about people I have never heard of before. I am so thrilled that Michael was able to have some fun and some loving in his life because he gave so much to all to us in so many ways.
    I would really love to see the pre-interview bit that you have a clip of on the´ass man´page, can anyone tell me how to find it? Please keep sharing everyone because this is absolutly fascinating!! xx


    • Which clip?

      You’re welcome and I totally agree. 🙂


  30. Hi friend
    The one where he is checking Oprah out from behind … would love to see it in full. He´s so cheeky, I have a couple of wonderful photos where he is messing about behind girls, not rare ones but he is pulling faces and making gestures and I have to chuckle to myself.
    x


    • It’s from the end of the interview, starting @ 3:47

      Which pictures? I think my fave is where he’s about 11 and just staring at Diana Ross’ chest with this dreamy smile on his face LOL! He’s never changed


    • he was checkin her out alot lols


  31. Hey, I’d love to see this pre-interview clip you guys are talking about and Barbara’s photos of MJ messin’ around. If it’s typical male stuff, I wanna see it! Thanks.


    • Hi friend – so sorry – completely forgot!!! will dig out pics of MJ playing up …… I will email them if you like – don’t know how to put them on here x


  32. Hah I am honestly the only reply to your great article?!?


  33. Super interesting post. Honest.


  34. Whoa, Mike that’s a lot of porn, lol! Some of ya’ll may find it weird but I think it’s cool that he has variety. Especially when it comes to Plumpers and women over forty. =D

    On a particular post, I don’t know how somebody could turn those photography books into porn.

    People could search for photo’s on nudity on the internet but that does not mean it’s always porn?

    You could also do the same for children but does it mean the person is automatically a pedophile?

    No, it’s the content and the subject. The people that twist the facts just so it fits their opinion on this need to stop.


  35. I wholeheartedly agree with Ash!


  36. Hi everyone I am from the Bahamas and new to this. I have always had a love for Michael Jackson’s music. Not only was he a genius but I truly believe he was a gift to us from God. I didnt know too much about his personal life and alot of what I heard were not good but I always knew that a man who fought for peace and love and happiness throughout the world was very special and he is one of a kind. I always hoped and pray that he would find true happiness in his life to have a woman who truly loved him and who he could love too. I feel so much for him and would have given anything to have met him but he will live on in my heart and I will continue praying for his family and I know that fans like me will continue keeping his hopes and dreams alive.


  37. I’m not buying , Michael was embarrassed by his porn collection getting out. This is the same man that did a video where he was completely naked, and the cloth had to be digitally placed around his groin area. Lest we forget this is the same man that would do the groin grabbing, and in This Is It, he pretty much showed us, his technique in the bed, during the Billy Jean segment, must admit, I was impressed,lol. I thimk people are being clouded by Michael the celebrity and not realizing that MJ the man were two different people. MJ didn’t see anything wrong with nudity, in fact by his dance moves in You Rock My World, being sexual was not a shy area for MJ. He had too many sexual overtones in that video. This is the same man that talked about nudity like it wasn’t that big deal. MJ was probably more sexual than we have any idea. And for the record, I seriously doubt MJ was offended or embarassed by the porn, because as long as it wasn’t kids, animals or men, I’m pretty sure he was ok with the display of hetero porn, especially when his life was on the line. One last thing, MJ cutting out the articles on the G-Spot, he must have been a great lover. No wonder, he had women around him sprung and willing to be his woman, MJ must have been gifted in the art of giving women arousal without touching them, or sexing them. P.I.M.P. IT’S ALWAYS THE QUIET ONES, LOL.


    • I’m not buying , Michael was embarrassed by his porn collection getting out.

      He was mortified. They were in a sealed document for ages and Mike fought to keep them sealed and for none of the contents to get leaked to the press. He didn’t make a song and dance about having them at all, even though having so much hetero porn clearly reveal his sexual desires.

      There’s a huge difference between who he was as an entertainer and who he was in private but Michael didn’t like his private side to become public. That was why he drank out of cola cans and why he never took his dates out in public and why he would swear only in front of people he trusted.


      • I have read on a forum that some fangirl went up to him in latter years (so after the trial) and jokingly told him: “How about some girlie magazine, Michael.” The girl apparently thought Michael would find it funny, but he didn’t. He was upset by the question and the girl realized what a fool she made of herself, so she apologized. Then he signed an autograph for her and he wrote: “Don’t believe everything you read” – or something like that. So yeah, he was embarassed by the world knowing he had that stuff.


  38. he is truly the biggest mystery in the entertainment industry. I, know David Gest, Kai Chase are writing books about MJ, do you know when these books will be published?

    the Theresa Gonsalves story, people say she’s lying, but it appears as if she was at the Forest Lawn ceremony last month.


  39. As far as Grace , I need to point out that I posted a comment that MJ friend Serpian said that Grace and MJ were dating, I meant to say that he said that MJ and Grace were very close, but he didn’t know if they were intimate or not. Only that MJ would always tell Grace he wanted to show her around Europe.


  40. I dont think michael was a womanizer but i do feel he loved women. I feel he was choosy about the women he was intimate with and i definitely feel he was great in bed he knew how to please a woman. I never believed Michael was a child molester and he definitely was NOT gay. Michael the Bahamas loves you more


  41. Here is a series of great articles that the VindicateMJ blog did on these alleged “gay” material they found in Neverland. I used quotation marks because, as you will see, there was only ONE book (among thousands and thousands of books!) that was really explicitly gay. All others were art photography books and ALL of the real pornography was heterosexual!

    I think it’s great that the blog went through all this material, because the police description about those books is VERY misleading! They deliberately suggest those books have erotic nature when they don’t. So it’s important to take a look at them yourselves:

    http://vindicatemj.wordpress.com/2010/07/13/porn-found-inat-michael-jacksons-home/

    http://vindicatemj.wordpress.com/2010/07/15/porn-found-at-michael-jacksons-home-2/

    http://vindicatemj.wordpress.com/2010/07/16/porn-found-in-michael-jacksons-home/

    http://vindicatemj.wordpress.com/2010/07/20/porn-found-in-michael-jacksons-home-4/


  42. Hi rockforeveron, What is the source for that quote that begins, “I believe Tom Sneddon should be serving time in prison”? Thanks.


  43. What about this quote I read that Gavin claimed that MJ was pulling up some porn on his computer and he said to his sleeping little oldest son, “Prince, you’re missing out on p*ss*”? Was this “story” told in court, or what?


    • Do you know anything about the court case?

      Serious question.

      Right now it sounds as though everything you know is from the prosecution. Why is that?


    • Who exactly are you? The way you phrase your questions reminds me of so many negative articles written just to fuel dissent, discord, hatred and negativity on so many sites. You are not a fan so why are you on here? To repeat such absolute rubbish over and over again demonstrates the level of knowledge you have about anything to do with the corruption which is now being exposed in California. William Wagener can be found on Facebook – if you want answers – go and subscribe to his channel. He is taking on the likes of the racist Tom Sneddon and was actually in the court room along with Aphrodite Jones – he knows Geraldine Hughes too. Go and educate yourself and stop boring us with your repetition. L.O.V.E to all my real MJ family around the world xxx


      • The way you phrase your questions reminds me of so many negative articles written just to fuel dissent, discord, hatred and negativity on so many sites.

        Exactly.


      • All I have to say to BarBar is, “Shut up! I AM a fan!” Just because I’m not FANATICAL over Michael and just want to know how to defend him in view of some of the allegations, makes me one of his UTMOST fans, so YOU just shut up with your accusations and negative slander of my innocent need to know the real deal. Stupid so-called fans like you do him no favor because you make it SEEM like he had something to HIDE by being too much on the defensive instead of INTELLIGENTLY discussing the issues! So now, you just SHUT UP and keep out of my postings!


        • Sorry, but I don’t agree. If you were a fan you wouldn’t spend so much time reading such rubbish. Read the true transcripts, read Geraldine Hughes, read Aphrodite Jones, watch William Wagener. Open your eyes and open your heart, then you will have your answers without any doubt at all. Look into Michael’s eyes – that is all the proof you should ever need. Look around you at the love being shared every minute of every day by his Soldiers of L.O.V.E, look at the new charities and charitable acts being set up and supported in his name every day. Why do you have any doubt left that Michael was a gift from God? Do you truly think that anything this ‘Gavin’ creature said could be trusted – then or now??? He is a liar, a coward and a thief – and KARMA will be his reward. This is such an interesting, informative site – use it but don’t weigh it down with slanderous stories copied from the tabloids.


        • Um… something to hide? Like what? That Michael was a raging pedophile?

          If you’re not really a Michael Jackson “fan” (this word seems to disgust you) and secretly believe he is a raging pedophile I suggest you go take your ass to an Justin Beiber forum and spend your time analyzing everything he says or does. Enjoy.


        • in Thom Mesereau’s words: “the whole allegation was a travesty” Every little piece of “alleged act” or “evidence”(pff, evidence, yeah right) were destroyed in front of a judge and a jury. You have to read the defense too to have a clear image that’s all.


  44. F.Y.I., I read Aprhodite Jones’ book and it was ever so enlightening and tragic and I was MORTIFIED in how the prosecution, the media, and the accusers vilified and lied on poor MJ and think THE WORLD needs to read this book.

    However, Ms. Jones didn’t cover EVERY SINGLE IOTA that was claimed against Mike and so I still simply wanted to know if the Prince allegation was explained away or never addressed or was never said by his daddy, or what. I don’t know WHERE I read about that from, but I was just asking a straightforward question. Do YOU have the answer? If not, is that the reason you answer my question with MORE questions? Why is THAT? Seriously, I would very much appreciate it if you’d just answer the question if you know the answer. Thank you.


    • Gavin claimed a lot of things happened that didn’t. None of Michael’s internet pornography was used in court. If this happened as Gavin said it did… surely it would have been?

      You seem constantly hung up on what the prosecution had to say as though they had some kind of meaningful case about him. And why do you randomly capitalize your sentences?


  45. I KNOW that Gavin claimed a lot happened that didn’t, so I was just asking if this was ONE of the things that he said that was shot down in court or if it was even addressed. WHY CAN’T YOU JUST ANSWER MY QUESTION POINTBLANK? Is it that you don’t know?

    And, if there’s a lot more information and resources out there about the court case beyond Aphrodite and she was just the tip of the iceberg, then WHERE CAN I FIND IT? See here, I’m after the TRUE FACTS in black and white. Is there anything wrong with that? And I capitalize FOR EMPHASIS!


    • He said it in court, as well as “got milk?”, none of his internet porn was admissable in court because the timelines did not fit Gavin Arviso’s.

      Typing in alternating capslock doesn’t emphasise points, it emphasises an inability to articulate beyond yelling at people.


  46. I KNOW the internet porn was inadmissible. I was ONLY asking if it was stated in court that Michael had told Prince he was “missing out.”

    And to reiterate, if there’s so much more information and resources out there about the court case beyond Aphrodite, and she was just the tip of the iceberg, WHERE CAN I FIND IT?

    I don’t have a problem articulating AT ALL, but YOU seem to have a problem answering questions!


    • Maybe you could enter words into google?

      I have a problem with answering rude people, that is true.


  47. No, YOU just have a PROBLEM period!


    • LOL yes, I have a problem with incredibly rude people who keep trying to imply Michael was a pedophile.


      • Power to you!!! Much L.O.V.E to you my sweet sister
        Fabulous site – it really separates those lucky enough to know Michael and his message from the ‘pretenders’ who only hear the musical notes!!
        xx


  48. See, THAT’s your problem. I’m not IMPLYING anything! You people are just PARANOID!!!!!


    • …..and you really are annoying my friend; we are not willing to allow you to degrade Michael’s name by answering your very repetitive tabloid garbage. That conniving, evil kid’s name is not even fit to be mentioned in the same paragraph as Michael. Take a hike and find yourself a nice little ‘hater’ site somewhere where you’ll feel more at home. I’ve done with your childish nonsense.


      • we are not willing to allow you to degrade Michael’s name by answering your very repetitive tabloid garbage.


        • You are just so cool my friend – I love you xxx


  49. BarBar, I’m just going to IGNORE you. Besides, I asked you before not to respond to my postings, and I mean it. Poof! You’re gone!!!


  50. lmao im so shocked! even somebody as sincere as michael was interested in this stuff. hey he is a man, my dad has a HUGE stash of porn, but he isnt a pervert. i guess its just how God made men:horny as a MF.

    haha michael was sweet loving respectful and a gentleman. but he still had his desires…hehe(:


  51. Gosh that’s a pretty damn long list of porn! LOL! He’s still a man after all. At some pont I think MJ also preferred young girls, I mean 18 years and above. I always thought he only likes older women 😉


  52. i like this blog!!!
    Plus i want to add one thing:
    the 2 websites: adoption.com/ and adoptablekids.com demonstrate that he was telling the truth when he said he wanted to adopt children.


  53. I wonder if Michael had any magazines that were for big booty lovers.He was a big booty lover.


  54. im not surprised!! everyone watches porn every now and then LOL 🙂
    even i watch it and im 14


  55. I hope his kids never see this page.


    • His kids are going to hear worse things than his porns.But got to love the hypocricy and how much narrow minded some people are.Jesus


  56. I love this site!
    God bless you!
    RIP MJ
    Ana, from Portugal-Europe


  57. im gonna say this only once cause i dont want anyone coming after me for this. i dont think mj was a pedophile at all. i dont think he was some type of dog either. i do believe he was straight and very much a man but i think he was still sweet and had morals. i would never call sommeone i love so much a dog or any other animal but i think the whole porn thing is quite nasty but if thats what my heart was into then more power to him. i just wish that people would just stop talking about him in such a nasty way. cant they just let my love rest in peace? and also why is everone so riled up on this here board or post thing. i thought this blog was supposed to be finding things out not having arguments. its not like this stuff is life or death. i mean its pretty interesting and i like reading but i theres no reason to be so rude. ugh. you gon kill me with the stank attitudes on here. everybodys entitled to their own opinion but everybody doesnt need to hear eryone elses if its going to offend someone. jus saying. dont be a douche about this.


  58. Alanna, EVERYONE does NOT watch porn — especially at age 14! It is NOT NICE. Porn is HARMFUL in more ways than one. Since MJ could imagine himself in a fantasy world with his private porn girls, it enabled him to selfishly not feel the NEED to develop any strong, lasting, intimate relationships with real-life girlfriends or wives. If he could satisfy HIMSELF sexually, he would never have to LEARN to live and compromise with women in the flesh. He could get along just fine without Lisa Marie or ANY OTHER woman on earth. Is this what we wanted for our sexy, sweet Michael? For him to be able to live WITHOUT us women in his life? No!

    This porn thing just encouraged and enabled him to remain lonely. And while NORMAL MEN are interested in pornography, it is still not a HEALTHY habit and is easily addictive and harmful….and BAD. In this forum, we are just glad that it seems to prove that MJ was “into” WOMEN and turned on by the FEMALE form, but pornography is still not a good thing to be applauded. And Michael himself would not have wanted a P.Y.T. like YOU to be watching it.


    • In Michael’s case I think porn wasn’t the reason why he wasn’t able to develop strong, lasting relationships with women. It was his fame and because everybody seemed to betray him in one way or another. Under those circumstances it’s very difficult to find somebody you can really trust. I wish Michael would have found that and I bet he too wished that. I think he was more into deep emotions than just being satisfied with watching porn. But since he couldn’t find that ONE woman he needed to turn to porn, I guess. I don’t think his love of porn was the reason of his loneliness, it was more the result of it.

      On the other hand it’s also true that most men do watch porn, whether they admit or not. I have read an article the other day that some American University wanted to do a study on how porn influences men’s sex life. And they needed a control group of men in their early 20s who have never watched porn yet. They didn’t find anybody, so the project was called off. LOL.


      • Well the only problem with the “fame” excuse is that OTHER people are famous too and yet they somehow manage to get out of the house and date and fall in love and get married sometimes as was true of Michael with Lisa Marie and perhaps Michael and Shana Mangatal and Michael and Brooke, Diana Ross, Tatum, etc., etc. Even he and Princess Diana managed to enjoy a flirtatious fon fling!

        And actually I DO think he could foster strong lasting relationships with a woman, but she’d have to be very SPECIAL woman who was immensely patient and loving and forgiving with him — not like Lisa Marie who blasted off on him too much and tried to boss him around. I think it might have been Liz Taylor if not for the age difference. SHE knew how to handle him, I think, and get him to respond positively to her always because she had the experience needed.

        Yes, I think his porn habit was due to his loneliness, but it’s still a BAD habit and with HELP perhaps he could have broken his addiction to it too. Just think, the strong desire to father children and also to squell the pedophile allegations is what HELPED him decide to take on a wife and have his OWN kids. If Lisa Marie had been more “normal” too, perhaps this union would have forever ENDED his loneliness — but see, he had to be FORCED to look for a lifelong companion. He had to be FORCED to adopt a healthier lifestyle. Michael was naturally shy and he just needed HELP to break out of his solitary mold.

        If he had remained a Jehovah’s Witness he would not have been watching porn or he would have been highly advised and helped to stop it. Not ALL men are immersed in it. And even those who are, may not be to the same extent Michael appeared to be. I doubt that Shmuley Boteach is a porn addict!

        That study was done at a university full of hot-blooded young men. This was just ONE study. And even the men who watch porn don’t usually do it to REPLACE relationships with women, do they? If they do, that’s when it has become a sick and pitiful obsession. If Michael had stopped gratifying himself so much, perhaps he would have opened up more and allowed a woman into his heart, mind, soul, and bedroom to satisfy his natural manly needs and desires.

        I am so glad the porn collection showed he wad a REAL macho man; but to know that he didn’t, or felt he couldn’t, share his lust with a woman was just not good for him, and I feel sorry for him because he COULD have, if he had just continued to search for his soulmate. The world was his oyster! There were so many many many women ready, willing, and able to please Michael’s every sexual desire and yet he took very, very little advantage of the opportunity to do so. That’s a shame.

        Also, if you notice, wasn’t it AFTER he had a full sexual marriage with Lisa that he started allowing women on stage to hug and kiss him? He fired Tatiana for doing what later in life, he encouraged! This, to me, meant he was starting to really open up to and thrill to a woman’s touch more. Because of his dysfunctional lifestyle due to extreme fame and emotional abuse as a child and adolescent, he was a really late bloomer, but he was gradually coming out of his shell and if the doctor hadn’t killed him, he probably would have remarried soon and surely had more children and been happier.


        • Guaranteed all other celebrities, Brad Pitt, George Clooney, Paul Newman, etc etc if you were to raid their homes and computers you would find a collection of pornography. The only difference is that MJ’s house was raided so we know the minute details about it, while every other celebrity gets to live out their sex life and buy porn or not buy porn in peace and quiet. It is not a “bad” habit, it is something almost all men do, and people in fact have done for thousands and thousands of years. Pompeii still has carvings on the wall of various sexual scenes, as do many ancient walls in India and all over the world. It’s fine to not use porn, if you have personal moral or religious objections about it or just think it’s gross and nasty, but it’s also perfectly okay for him to have done so, just as it’s okay that he sometimes drank alcohol and cursed and dated women without the intent of marrying all of them. I don’t believe it’s fair to hold him up to any kind of personal ideal.

          You have absolutely no idea that he used pornogrphy as a replacement for women, in fact if you look through his porn you’ll see that he still bought copies while married to both Lisa and Debbie and while still having an affair with Lisa. So even when he had full time access to two women he still wanted something else – this is normal. It’s not a depraved bizarre thing that only Michael Jackson has ever stumbled upon.

          He kissed Iman in his video in 1992 and he also had been regularly having girls onstage with him during She’s Out of My Life from 1988-1993, as well as having Sheryl Crow dance with him (they would get so close she would feel his erection, Naomi also reported that), and stroking Siedah Garrett’s thigh and slapping her ass on stage, he can also be seen flirting with Siedah staring at her navel and chasing Yukido’s butt in rehearsals, he kissed a fan on the mouth at a concert in 1981, he asked a Playboy model to sign a copy in 1987, visited the Playboy mansion after Thriller and was caught flicking through a copy of Playboy when he was 12. He also asked Livingstone to paint him with naked nymphs in early 1993. All of that before the miraculous invention of Lisa Marie, who herself has said quite emphatically that Michael seduced her and made the first moves – while she was still a married woman, so clearly he wasn’t as afraid of women or sex as some would like to suggest.


        • Yeah, I agree with Rockonforever. It’s not fair to expect Michael to be some kind of saint. We only single out his porn because his house was raided, while most other people’s wasn’t. That doesn’t mean they don’t have them.

          Actually the article I mentioned about the porn above also said that it was found that men start to watch porn at an average of 10 years of age! It reminded me of what Macaulay Culkin said on the stand when he was asked by the prosecution if he doesn’t find Michael’s image as childlike and the porn contradictory. And Mac said he doesn’t find that contradictory since he too had his Playboys underneath his bed since he was 12.

          Some celebrities choose to be womanizers, so they actually get into real relationships with many women. Some choose to sexually exploit their fans and take advantage of them. Michael could have done that too. Is that really better than porn? I don’t think so. At least with the porn you don’t hurt anybody. (Of course, on a bigger scale one can argue that porn industry exploits people and whoever watches porn contributes to that, but at the end of the day these are adult people who do porn and it’s their choice to participate in that. Noone forces them to do so. Would the porn industry have died, had MJ stopped watching porn? No. Of course if suddenly everybody stopped watching porn it could make a difference, but it’s irrealistic to expect that.)

          Yes, ideally the best would have been if Michael had found a serious, deep love relationship, but I honestly don’t think it was his love of porn why he couldn’t find that or that porn made him unmotivated to look for that type of relationship. I’m pretty sure regardless of porn he was longing for a serious relationship. Maybe later in his life he gave up on that, but I don’t think it had anything to do with porn. It had more to do with the disappointments he had.


  59. Oh. My. God.
    But… just so human.

    Love him ❤


  60. Regarding the porn list, was there only one “black” porn magazine/cover found (Black Starlett)?


  61. alot of kids watch porn.it sucks you in. im 14(going on 15 thank god) as well and have seen porn a few times but i thought it was disgusting. im glad michael found a way that he liked to uh… pleasure himself.i dont think that just because he watched porn that he would forget how beautiful women are and that he would just be like “you know what? f*ck you and your life” to women .and 14 year olds know and do alot more than you think. TRUST ME.


  62. I was 10 when Thriller was released and always liked Michael. I can’t say that I was a huge fan of his and was very saddened and confused during the allegations. The media always painted him in a bad light and at times I felt he didn’t articulated his position well. But after his death I found my self hysterical on the couch watching his funeral. In some small way I guess it was guilt because the more I look back on things the more I see just how unfairly he was treated. I never meet the man but I could have stuck up for him more. His so called “friends” in Hollywood certainly didn’t. Especially when people say that his children aren’t his. My husband and I adopted two children from Ukraine in 2007 and if someone ever said that to me I would pissed. I can’t begin to tell you how heart breaking it is to see children living in those conditions. He had a great heart and the more I learn about him the more I truly adore him….yes even with the porn LOL

    Thomas Mesereau talking about Chandler

    I think that it would be great if you had a section on June.
    Also you mentioned a photo that the prosecution had of Mike w/3T. I read an article somewhere that a man called into the DA’s office after Sneddon’s press conference about the picture. Either they didn’t investigate the picture in the more than ample time they had before court or they did and tried to bias people against him. Either was it was reprehensible!


  63. wow thats really….touching. no sarcasm im being for real.


  64. Yes, Paula, I thought maybe I had somehow written what you wrote here and the site had accidentally sent my words back to me, because it sounded exactly the way I felt and feel about MJ. Every emotion you had, I had. Thanks for expressing it so well.


  65. You gotta love haters’ theories on why all this stuff doesn’t mean Michael was not gay. Of course, they take a leaf from the prosecution’s book saying that all this porn was just to groom young boys. Too bad for them that other than Arvizo noone ever claimed Michael showed him this stuff. Not even Jordan, not even Jason Francia. So it seems like he collected dozens of magazines since the early 90s just to show them to a boy in the 2000s. Yeah, makes sense. And wouldn’t one or two magazines be enough for the purpose of grooming? Why to have more than 70 for that?

    On an infamous hater blog one reader wrote he asked a gay friend and he told her sometimes gay men watch straight porn because the guys are hotter in them. OK. “Sometimes” is the key word. I’m willing to bet though that in the collection of any gay man who is into porn you would find predominantly gay porn, not straight, even if he SOMETIMES watches straight too.

    As for gay guys watching straight porn because guys are hotter in them. Perhaps, I don’t know about that. However problem for the hater theory is that most of these magazines that Michael had actually don’t have any guys in them! Playboy, Penthous, Barely Legal (except for the hard core version) don’t have guys in them. Let alone the lesibian magazines. This is from the Wikipedia article on Barely Legal:

    “The pictorials do not feature simulated or hardcore sex with men; models either appear by themselves or in groups of two or more women.”


    • Well, that particular person seems deluded and confused about sexuality in general. I’ve known of gay people to occasionally watch straight porn as a kind of kink – but never predominantly, never as their only outlet. And I’ve never heard it said that it was because the men were hotter – they just enjoy it as a visual kink, like straight girls who might watching male/male porn. Most gay guys I know, and I know a lot because I used to work in gay bars, don’t like vaginas though, they don’t care to see any of that. I mean, gay men strangely enough like how other gay men look, and there are enough different types of gay pornography to fulfill any particular preference, including “twink” pornography, featuring teenaged looking gay men. They specifically tried looking for all of that in his computers, especially in the hopes of relating this to pedophilia, found nothing. They couldn’t even find chatlogs/websites of him even seeking out other men or boys.

      Imagine if all the pornography he owned had been homoerotic… 1700 bits of gay porn as well as 2 articles on the prostate. And then as a fan we were to suggest that some straight men use gay porn to get off, for whatever reason we could claim to have, and we tried saying that this wasn’t a reflection of their sexuality – for example, famously, Hugh Hefner is reported to watch gay porn while having sex with his bunnies, and based on his bunnies and lifestyle we could assume he was straight. Would we be considered reasonable or totally delusional for suggesting that?

      Tthe idea that he could have sex with women or they could be attracted to him seems terrifying for some people, which is why the mainstream press either utterly emasculates him and renders him asexual, a manchild who could barely speak to girls, or they make him gay, because that is still currently deviant enough from the norm and it means women aren’t involved. It’s as if being heterosexual is a privilege of some kind, something only certain men are entitled to. So much homophobia/misogyny in the world still…

      And one of the ways you can tell it’s about this because of these people’s obsession with his penis size – they insist it was really small or below average, or something along those lines, because a larger penis is “too good” “too masculine” for him, he is not worthy of such a thing, as if a gay man or a pedophile or even an asexual could not have a normal or above average penis. I mean, that should be irrelevant to the topic, but these people will insist on bringing it up just so they can belittle it and properly emasculate him. It’s bizarre, it’s like they can’t resist revealing what their real motivations are all the time.

      It’s always utterly bizarre that what would be accepted as straight forward in other people’s lives, has to be convulted in Michael’s – Michael saying he had vitiligo and lupus, his doctors and friends and family saying he had it, confirming it on the witness stand, photos reflecting it… means he didn’t have it, we have to treat this wish suspicion and derision, we’re allowed to laugh at him and joke about it, it’s completely acceptable to treat another human being with a disease like that. Only when the autopsy comes out can it be accepted that he might have had it (the mainstream media still mostly refer to it as Michael “claimed” that his skin colour was caused by vitiligo).

      Anyway, my rant about all the bullshit that has to be accompanied by posting any kind of fact about MJ, heh. 😉 In fact most of his magazines featured girls by themselves or girl on girl. Not only that, but he also had magazines like Plumpers, Juggs, 44 Plus, Over 50… magazines featuring older naked women by themselves and bigger women by themselves. Not sure how you could explain that for a gay guy.

      And then there’s his G spot article and the 2nd G spot article. If someone could explain how that relates to men in straight porn being sexier… they’re welcome to.


      • I agree rockonforever. There seems to be some bizarre perversion in it all from the haters’s/media’s part.


  66. […] The collection: […]


  67. So what about Desiree’s claims, people, that Mikey WAS gay??!!! Do we have any valid rebuttals to all her so-called “evidence?” I certainly HOPE so!


    • Many:

      1) The book she cites as proof was about male sexuality as a whole and was found amongst thousands of books in boxes in the first floor of his bedroom area. This as well as all his photography books were in those boxes. This was all described in court. All those books were also confiscated in 1993. His real porn was upstairs with him.
      2) No gay porn on his computers either, just lots more straight porn.
      3) They found DNA evidence on his bed, the prosecution themselves said they would not be seeking to enter any of that into the trial. If it were DNA from semen and proved he was gay, which was something the prosecution attempted to try and say, why would they themselves say they did not wish to use it?
      4) His marriages weren’t fake.
      5) I’m not sure what she means by heterosexual rumours that aren’t substantiated, the Glenda tapes and other videos of him flirting with girls and the girls relating it like Tatum and Stephanie are not rumours. Lisa Marie and Debbie Rowe’s comments about their relationships are not rumours.
      6) On the other hand all the gay stories she believes in are not substantiated at all, and all her pedophile stories are all third hand third hand “from a friend” and she believes them without question, and she even has to believe embarrassments like Jason Pfeiffer just to try and have anything definitive at all. Otherwise what would she have?
      7) Two G spot articles.

      There you go. She isn’t worth any time. She’s obsessed with proving Michael hated women, this ties into her love for Michael and pedophilia. She’s got issues.


      • Love your reply my friend – sharp, concise and accurate reporting of the facts for those who are afflicted with blinkers and brainwashed body parts. Thank you
        L.O.V.E xx


  68. OK, then. Whew!


  69. Michael Jackson did not have any porn in his home. He was not interested in that kind of thing and found it to be disgusting. The prosecution were the ones who accused him of having porn and because their case was a bunch of lies you cannot believe anything they say. Michael would never show porn to children and he himself would not want to look at it let alone have it in his house. This makes him sound like some kind of sex crazed maniac, which he is not.


    • yes he had. Tom Mesereau (MJ’s lawyer) himself said so. It’s not so bad, he had a healthy interest in normal sex. Be glad about that. Let the man use his crotch for God’s sake!


  70. Asha, please, you don’t know the facts, baby.


  71. I agree with Asha,
    PORNS ARE EVIL 😦 ……ewww


    • Michael was better than all of us, that’s true, and I love him with all his strengths and weaknesses.
      And I know he was innocent of those horrible allegations but he was not a PERFECT ANGEL. Be real.


  72. what’s the problem with barely legal? For your info Barely legal it’s legal you piece of retarded shit. 18 and 19 are teens still but they’re legal. Speak to any lawyer or wait till your brain develops completely.
    What man on earth never dream to have those kind of girls? let’s not be hyprocrites, shall we?
    Why are you even here if you hate MJ? To the left hater, bye.


    • Well, these people tend to be hoping desperately he was a pedophile and abused kids, so if he can’t be tied to male child pornography, they have to turn his legal porn into something sinister to fit their agenda. They’re just mad that he had an overwhelming amount of heterosexual/lesbian pornography.

      Isn’t it strange how these same people are totally unconcerned that many girls slept in Michael’s bedroom.


  73. And this is why I can’t believe a jury of 12 people can ever agree on ANYTHING! Some ppl are never satisfied no matter what the evidence shows or proves and they just have preconceived ideas and notions and prejudices and ignore the facts. Michael was a STRAIGHT MAN who entertained himself viewing WOMEN in a SEXUAL way, and this is the VALUE of his porn collection in proving that he was NOT of the homosexual persuasion and had no interest in little boys other than for the pleasure of their innocent friendship.


  74. Hi! I’ve been lurking around for a real long time now and although I LOVE you site and I always read the comments I never felt to write one my self until now… All I want to say is well done for the incredible job you have done and for the great amount of written information you provide in order to show the world who Michael really was and not who the press wanted him to be for their own purposes…And what I hate as well is that there are people out there who as you said above are trying to twist, the fact that Michael was a pretty normal hetero man who liked porn material you are to fit their agenda…Thank you again dear rockforeveron for defending Michael !


  75. It’s AMAZING how I keep learning NEW things about Michael all the time! The other day I just came across and heard for the first time, believe or not, his “Superfly Sister” and the LYRICS were WOW! Michael was “all that AND a bag o’ chips.” He definitely knew what was happening in the bedroom! I was sooooooo shocked! I cannot beeeleeeve that this wasn’t a No. 1 hit single and I’d never heard of it! Michael was FULL of surprises! The most enigmatic man of the century, for sure!


    • You have to pay attention to “2000 Watts” lyrics and you’ll be surprised. The song it’s about sex.


      • That’s what I think too and have heard various snippets about it from people who worked with MJ and they were sure it was about sex too. When you think about it – Invincible had it all – the sexy songs – the romancing – the rock and the sheer magic of speechless and butterflies that only Michael can create. The world wasn’t ready for it but I’m buying as many as I can this October to try and give Michael the gift of recognition and love one more time ………….. Yes, LMP intimated that there was nothing lacking with Michael in the bedroom – I wonder if he was masterful in his foreplay – can you imagine????? I think if I was her I would’ve asked for a personal demo of the Billie Jean thrusts first – a particular favourite of mine. Yes I know I’m a perv but those thrusts bring out the animal in me ……………..


      • Teddy Riley confirmed it’s about sex.


        • Hey, I really love your blog. 🙂 it’s amazing, but how can we be sure that these “facts” are REAL?
          where did you get them? many fans think he was asexual,lol.
          oh and one question, WHY did he spend his sperm to become a father? (BLANKET) I mean if he was straight and loved women, he could do that in a natural way… real sex. ya feel me? why not? It confusses me so much.

          thank you <33 keep up the great work.
          (sry for my poor english,Im french) 😉


          • They’re from the 2005 court case, there’s a link somewhere to the SBC document listing them.

            If Michael used a surrogate for Blanket, I would imagine he did it because it was less complicated than what happened with Debbie Rowe, and wouldn’t need to involve needing to wait to find a woman who he’d fall in love with who’d be prepared to have his kids right then.

            Many fans want him to be asexual because it’s more convenient for them.


            • hey 😀 thanks 4 ur answer.
              and check out this video

              I think he had a relationship with blanket’s mother, but i could be wrong .. idk. Mike said that himself.. and he’s not a liar.
              ya know 😉 i believe him .. btw look at that BIG smile on his face .. hehe he knows what he’s talking bout. lol

              gosh dont worry Im not one of those fans ^^ he wasnt asexual! I strongly believe he was more normal than any other men out there! .. come on, just because he’s MICHAEL JACKSON? thats ridiculous, he had his desires . like we do.right.
              much LOVE sweetie.


  76. I’d like to speak to someone about a mortgage Melodies Teen Model
    =-(


  77. Julia, I had heard the song MANY times and thought it was about music (especially coming from MJ), but because of your post, I just read the lyrics to 2000 WATTS and it sure is about sex! That Michael Jackson was somethin’ ELSE! Da boy was badd in more ways than just dancing on the floor!!! Hah, hah, hah!!! Thanks for informing me, girl.


  78. Michael knows the industry from the inside out and he knew that it was all about image. I think..to an extent…his whole persona was an act. I believe he had a huge heart of course, but he was still a man, and a human being, and we have needs!!! There is nothing wrong with that. And it just goes to show you that he really wasn’t that different. I hate how people try to act like they know him or what he was about from what they hear in the tabloids. I think he was just a normal guy. When I read the court transcripts and I read his attorney’s closing argument and he said something along the lines of, ‘So what Michael likes to look at adult magazines, and by the way they are LEGAL, STRAIGHT adult magazines!’ I was thinking to myself, “GO MIKEY!!!!”

    And about this…

    “”Michael had (carefully cut out and kept) on the G-Spot. I can’t see any reason why a person would keep articles like that unless they were interested in pleasuring a woman and this was something that gave them pleasure. Unless, maybe he was just really into anatomy? Strictly female anatomy, mind…””

    …What I have to say is “I DOUBT ANATOMY WAS THE REASON WHY HE SAVED THAT ARTICLE, AND I WONDER WHO HE HAD IN MIND WHEN HE CUT THAT OUT?? LOL!! Miss ya MJ 😉


  79. Woah, wait, banning what? Could someone teach me more about this phenomenon?


  80. damnn michael…. i love it


  81. […] The collection: […]


  82. I love you Michael! Always and forever!


  83. omg im getting these crazy fantasies in my head just looking at the magazines he looked at


  84. […] are also stolen mish mashes – claims Michael dated Pamela Anderson were already known, and Michael’s porn wasn’t a secret after the court case in 2005 where all of it spent a week on parade. Share […]


  85. Dayyyuuuuuuummmm!


  86. hmm so he’s “straight”? and WTF is this?

    be real,if ure a real fan (._.)
    ( I LOVE MJ btw)


    • When Neverland was raided in 2003 Michael’s cousins and friends had been staying in his room in his absence, one of his cousins Elijah had even looked up porn on Michael’s computer in his bedroom the night before the raid. This is actual court facts, and not just “prosecution motions.” The DNA was listed as “unidentified” which suggests they knew the source of it – that it was related to Michael. Two of Michael’s cousins were in his room in his absence. There’s your “proof” and that’s why the prosecution were the ones who sought to keep this supposed damning proof away from the trial

      Also, the “semen stains” thing, they even posted where they said “some of the unknown stains could be semen” – they didn’t know for sure. They had extracted MJ’s DNA from his sheets, and semen from the other sheets in the house/someone’s dirty underwear in a bag of dirty laundry, they didn’t specify where all the DNA came from, just that some had come from semen (Michael’s, and the dirty underwear/sheets – which was what the prosecution funnily said they only wanted entered, they didn’t want the mattress in, before they suddenly rescinded on all of it). They never broke down how they found the other DNA, where it came from – hair, saliva, etc. Geragos said they found saliva while going through his things. This was the prosecution’s info, and they were deliberately trying to make a case for why it should be included before it seems they realized it would be evidence that was exculpatory – that it would show MJ was innocent of what they’d claimed, that the defense would be allowed to examine all of this too and would discover these facts, so they were the ones to specifically state they did not wish to use it in the case. Not the defense, as this user is claiming. It’s a deliberate lie and a distortion of the prosecution motions.

      http://vindicatemj.wordpress.com/2011/02/05/first-look-at-dna-part-1-the-mattress-and-mattress-pad/
      http://vindicatemj.wordpress.com/2011/03/12/no-evidence-of-evidence/

      Why would the prosecution specifically seek to exclude this supposed damning info? Think about it.

      I suspect also that they realized the defense would not only discover the realities about this DNA – gasp, it may even have shown that Prince and Blanket slept there and had genetic markers that would relate them to MJ – thus making them the “unidentified” and not unknown samples, and also proving that they were related to Jackson. Imagine how much the prosecution would have hated that. And also that they realized when the defense tested these things they would have found evidence that women had also been on his bed.

      Michael’s bedroom was not locked to everyone, again, this user is deliberately lying. The police had found Michael’s cousins there in his absence, how did they get in? Many people had the code, especially his relatives/friends and employees. I mean, he even had a problem with Frank Cascio entertaining girls in his room in his absence. Jesus Salas testified to that, but seems like this user knows that and doesn’t want others to know that. Why? Ask yourself that.

      This evidence just shows MJ’s innocence; if it had been what you claim, the prosecution would have seized it.

      That there was dirty laundry in Michael’s house? Again, that was because there were other people there. Dirty sheets and dirty underwear from some of the numerous friends of MJ’s who had been at Neverland in his absence. It wasn’t “kept”, it was in a laundry bag. The arcade unit was a regular place friends of Michael’s crashed in while he was away, this was talked about repeatedly during the trial, so people who slept there would have dirty laundry. Shocking. If there wasn’t much laundry in that area, I’d imagine MJ’s stuff would still be there. They also found in that bag socks and clothing belonging to young kids/girls, namely his own. Was he collecting that too?

      Jason Pfeiffer and Scott Thorson? Seriously?

      http://youtoobrutus.wordpress.com/2012/05/01/scott-thorson-and-michael-jackson-gay-liberace/
      http://youtoobrutus.wordpress.com/2011/01/30/arnold-klein-and-jason-pfeiffer-and-michael-jackson/

      Scott had offered himself up to the prosecution in 2004, they didn’t seek him out at all. Wonder why. He’s changed his stories numerous times, has an extensive cocaine/crack problem since the 70s, when he sold the story in 2004 he was essentially homeless. He then went on to commit a robbery for drugs and only just been released from prison, he’s now back on drugs and changing his story again. How convenient.

      Pfeiffer is a proven liar and fantasist. In May 2009 when he was on vacation with Klein and Klein’s other boyfriend (they went on a vacation together for a month), he kept tweeting about how much he loved Klein, because Klein was the one he was sleeping with, his twitter was JPSnaggs and he made sure to delete all of that when his story got to ET. Klein has admitted it was a lie.

      The fact that in 50 years these two are the only supposed big breakthroughs these people could find says it all. I feel sorry for both Pfeiffer/Thorson and for the people who rely on their stories as proof of anything.

      There was only one book found that included anything homoerotic, it was found in a box among thousands of books downstairs by MJ’s library. The prosecution admitted they couldn’t even tell if MJ had opened it. It had been taken by the police in 1993, where were the other gay books MJ got to replace them? Oh.


  87. I 100000000000% agree with everything you’ve said , why do people keep saying he was gay? Lol, naw he was very religious & being Gay/Bi is & will always be a sin,
    we all know that. thats it!
    Ian Halperin, Scott, Jason + all these other fuckers r just money-hungry animals. they know Mike’s name is BIG legend,fame n shit ,they wanna be a part of it. smh .

    I love fans like u, keep spreading the truth hun. show them haters what kind of a men Mike really was 🙂


  88. Hello there.
    I have a question to you, some people say Michael uploaded those naked female pictures after the child allegation thing, so is this true?
    Have you got any informations about that?

    thank you, & stay blessed.
    {keep up the good work}
    ~ Catherine


    • Uploaded naked female photos after the allegations? No, the porn on his computers was all viewed from 1998-2003. He didn’t upload any of it himself, just viewed it. They didn’t search his computers after the raid, so why would someone try and say that?


      • I don’t know, they say he uploaded them after the day he heard about the child allegation.
        His people told him so to make him look straight.
        they could be lying tho, who know’s.

        but I believe it’s just lies n BS from the media n haters.
        so.. I hope they are wrong.

        keep Michaling.
        ~ Catherine


        • MJ’s computers were confiscated immediately on the day of the raid and then those records searched. There’s no evidence he “uploaded” anything to the internet, just that he viewed porn.

          Anyone trying to claim it would be possible for him to look at porn after the raid so it could be found by the cops just proves they don’t have even a basic understanding of what happened.


          • Well u could be right, and I’d rather believe this story than the other one.
            So it’s definetly not true what they’re talking bout Mike or?
            you know In my opinion, I think these people just can’t deal with the fact that he used to watch n enjoy normal porn instead of gay porn.
            And I’ve also heard they found a vaseline in his room.. that would mean he had alot of lovers! wow u know what ? I think it’s funny when people say he was afraid of sex. yea yea sure.
            soooo afraid lol 🙂 he was just playing the image of PeterPan nothing more, don’t u think so?.

            stay blessed.
            ~ Catherine


            • I am right… what they’re claiming is impossible and factually made up.


  89. […] officers came to Neverland and completely trashed the place. I doubt MJ was asexual given the huge stash of adult heterosexual porn that was found in his bedroom and on his […]


  90. there are so many great comments to go through so I don’t know if this has been asked and answered yet…but…we all know why the adoption sites were on there, nothing sexual there. but the prosecution could easily have said that hey look there two children’s adoption sites he went on and the rest was porn..what was he doing etc… did anyone try and implicate him on that? also, the whole teen sex porn stuff…that could have got him into trouble too. being a girl who doesn’nt really watch/look at porn i don’t know if these are actual teen girls doing stuff or 20-something actresses acting as teens doing stuff. How did this get by prosecution?

    don’t get me wrong i adore Michael and always knew he was innocent (wrote a 20 page factbook of evidence when was 14 to shut the bullies up in school, which worked) and i know the allegations now and then were absolutely baseless and false. actual crap tbh. but i’m just curious…

    is it ok to watch teen sex when you are accused of being a child molester of teen boys? is it ok to have adoption sites amidst an array of porn sites again while being falsely accused of molestation of teen boys?

    whatever it is, he was, is and always will be innocent and i for one am DELIGHTED at his porn stash! LMAO! It should have put all gay and asexual rumours, as well as child molestation allegations to rest. sadly not…

    btw is anyone else hoping for a leak of a MJ LMP sex tape? ;p


    • You’re making it seem like he visited porn sites AND then visited Adoption sites at the same time. That’s not the case. MJ visited loads of sites, he had looked up both male and female children adoption. Then at other times he looked up porn.

      Of course the teen sex imaging was all legal, they only listed those images in the documents because they were looking for anything remotely linking him to child pornography. They were from websites like Varsityteens etc, which is legal adult heterosexual material. Most porn involves women who are made to seem like college students, etc I think something like 50% of all porn involves that kind of idea. They didn’t list the other porn sites he visited – considering he had porn of women over 40/50, I would be unsurprised if he also visited sites catered to that online too. Or just lesbian sex websites, or whatever. But because that wasn’t what the prosecution was after, they didn’t include it.

      You have to wonder what kind of case the prosecution had when they wanted to suggest visiting adoption sites was perverse.


      • Thanx so much for clearing that up. I thought as much regarding the ‘teen’ porn sites. I’m just not familiar with that stuff that’s why i wanted to check first before misthinking (if that’s a word lol!)

        Yes well Tom Sneddon was seriously reaching. He was so desperate to put Michael away that he couldn’t see the gaping holes in the whole thing! I still don’t understand why he was so hellbent on putting an innocent man behind bars for a crime he never committed! I would love to meet him and see his face after gavin and jordie came out saying they lied for cash and their parents. I would just love to see the look on stupid face.

        Anyway, no more negative thoughts for me before bed tonight!

        I wish you all well. God bless you!

        Love this site and always have!

        Keep up the good work you guys, i’m sure Michael greatly appreciates it…wherever he is..

        Love Always!


  91. this makes me love Mj so much more.. im glad to know he like big girls too..love u Mj


  92. Lmfao!!!!!!!!! That’s funny as hell!! Hey he’s keeping it real!!!!!! Haha! Goes to show he’s straight!! Lol who hasn’t watched porn everyone that I know has! That’s just funny as hell! And no he’s not gay! Lol I don’t think a gay man would have porn of girls lol!! That’s funny though! I love you Michael 🙂 it cracks me up reading this stuff!! Lol he’s keeping it real!! Lol. Every single guy that I know watches porn and a lot of girls watch porn that I know it’s not a big deal it’s not illegal to watch now if it was child porn that’d be f%#ked up. That’d be strange lol it’s Michael what do you expect. Haha love you!



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